True Love? ?

I wonder...Does true Love really exist? ?
If it does, I ask...Where or Who is It? ?

Is there a pure and unconditional Love out there? ?
A real Love? ? not the love of a friend, a brother or a mother? ?

Is Love the world best selling fiction? ?
The most elaborated and yet believable deception? ?

Are the phrases: 'soul mate, ' 'significant other, ' 'my one and only' a real charade? ?
The right person is an illusion, but is the true love or marriage a whole parade? ?

Why does passion not last forever? ?
Have a perennial partner love existed, ever? ?

Is Love just another universal cliché? ?
Is there someone that proves I'm wrong and makes me say 'touché! '? ?

Rin Yamada

I guess staying home with nothing much to do alwaya make me think too much.lol
but i have been sleeping rather well despite no air condition and some certain upsets the last couple of days,this evening,i'll have to go back my cousin's place,will i sleep as well?i really hope so.

what the fuck!

I was suppose to have a good time with my friends at the ktv last night,yet i falled and sprain my ankle again and didnt know how the hell my lovely leg got so wretched in the process..


look,i didnt realise it till this morning when i was wondering why my thight was hurting so much beside my ankle!



Now i have to take shit loads of medication for pain and swelling and on n on and cant dance for at least a month,i need to do my dance as it a form of excercise i do almost 3 times a week beside yoga.



Im rottin in this non a/c place and cant go back to my lovely air con room 2 days later.this is a bad bad blog cos im mad as hell as im writting it!

Anyway 11 more days and im leaving singapore,cant wait to see my daddy,all my friends.

ps,
I love u minnie mouse

Quiet Moment

I think there's no need for more words at this verry moment
silence is kinda great now.....

Valentine and going away prezzie day

Letting the pictures do the talking!

The only alcohol that i drank last night!

before..



after..



we finish that in less than 3 mins!

Acting a lil stupid!They made me cam ho of the night! lol



how do i look? haha



writting on my face all and shit! lol



and this make me laugh!lol

they drew on my tummy!so ticklish!





they make santa's tail came in the picture too!lol




changing into something more comfortable..

now the present starting rolling in...yay! lol..

flowers from sok!..so lovely!



and celso made this for me!so sweet



peggy brought these for me from mango and addias..i love!muahhhh



pretty thing come in nice packages..i promise this will be my most wear earring!Dave,i love u!




from bibi,u know what i love!thank you!hao gan xie ni dui wo na mo hao zai wo liu zai sinapore de shi jian!




I love the colour of the bag,i love everything about it!xie xie ni zhao wen!you spend too much!



hair pin from micky!you have good taste!wo ai!wo ai!lol..xie xie!




they are so sexy jess!love it..kisses..lol



it come straight from the heart from ah xiong! (^.^)




I promise i'll wear this for him sharon,lol..thank u!..lol



a book and chocolate from alex!i'll read it asap.



and oh rex!i cant believe u made this for me!aawwww



joyce the naughty one..but i love it anyway!lol..thank u!



nice top and lipsticks from may .. =)





kenny,u got pretty good taste for a man!but we all know the salegirl chooses this for u,and i love it! =)



all these candie that mabel brought on her way back from korea for me!im gonna get so fat!



a diary from jef,i promise i'll use it!i'll write something nice in it every night before i sleep..



last but not least..plently of these...i hope everyone get plently of hong bao like i did!



I had a fun and memorable night with all my friends,family and relatives!I love you guyz so so so much,and i promise i be back soon!sorry i didnt drink too much..i was too tired..but i love u guyz so much!and guyz,i'll post the rest of our crazy ass pictures on facebook when i have the time,k!

tired,and now its finally time for me to put my legs up and rest! ;-)

Poetry With a Musical Melody (For Mom n Dad)

My mother is music, my father poetry
mother always played and sang to me
of fairies and prayer and love

My father told me stories of magical castles
and robbers and princes and castles and things
with his dreams so alive, so wonderful

I rhyme my father's words to the musical tune
that mother's songs composed in my heart
I wish that one day together they will find a way

To marry love's poetry with a musical melody -
they both speak and sing of love so much, but
there is no love for my father in what mother does!

Rin Yamada (-.-)

Thought

If you can control a man's thinking, you do not have to worry about his actions. When you determine what a man shall think you do not have to concern yourself about what he will do. If you make a man feel that he is inferior, you do not have to compel him to accept an inferior status, for he will seek it himself . If you make a man think that he is justly an outcast, you do not have to order him to the back door. He will go without being told; and if there is no back door, his very nature will demand one. -George G. Woodson

I read this somewhere,and felt i just need to post in on the topic of today's blog.To actually think on a deeper level,men are so like an open book,dont you all agree?lol,treat your men like how you want yourself to be treated!

Now let get back to the main point,today the 13th feb 2010,is New Year Eve!Im right here at my cousin's im law family house.We all have had SteamBoat aka HotPlate for dinner.




Now its time for us to head down to chinatown to count down the chinese new year!And watch the lion dance!
I hereby wish everyone a very happy chinese new year!
xin lian qua le,wan shi lu yi!
And happy valentine day of cos! =)

ps,
Happy Valentine Day baby! <3 kissssssss kissssssssss

Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year

This year, both Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year happen to be in the same day.

February 14, 2010,is the clash between Tiger vs Cupid and this only happens to chinese people.
* Make sure you place importance to both family members and the love ones.*

As for me,i have a whole full weeks of boths dinners and visiting good friends.Chinese new year day 1 aka valentine day is gonna spend with good friends and exchanging valentine day gift!

My first chinese new year reunion dinner started tonight,it was full of friends,and it began with Lo Hei. It’s a tradition for families to toss the salad while calling out Lo Hei!, which means to whip up or toss up good fortune. It’s believed that the higher you toss the salad, the greater your luck and prosperity in the New Year!

Arranged on a large serving plate, the colourful array of ingredients include raw fish, which is traditionally ikan parang or "mackerel", shredded green and white radish drained of liquid, shredded carrots adding a bright orange tinge to the dish, pickled ginger, crushed nuts and pomelo. The ingredients are topped with various condiments including deep-fried flour crisps, crushed peanuts, sesame seeds, cinnamon, pepper and other spices. All at the table would then jointly toss the salad with a generous portion of plum sauce and cooking oil to add sweetness and taste.



lo hei began!To good fortune and ..............all everyone was yelling crazy ass thing!



Dinner time...




this is after dinner,we had wine..



now everyone is happy n full! lol

ps,
I miss Francis..kissssses xoxoxo