I am that I am

I am that woman you can’t touch
I am that woman that leaves you in lust
I am that woman who bares a child
I am that woman who continually wears a smile
I am that woman who loves in heart
I am that woman who is wild yet smart
I am that woman who is a classic in style
I am that woman you want to stay for a while
For I am that I am

I am that diva girl with hips and a attitude to match
I am that gorgeous girl with the hair draping down her back
I am that girl the boys yell “Aye girl “ to and I laugh
I am that girl that you wish you could have
I am that girl who takes charge at what she wants
I am that girl who is the unique one out the bunch
I am that girl who you can’t afford to receive
I am that girl that always leaves them on their knees
I am that I am

I am that lady you can’t resist when she passes
I am that lady who leaves them In the dust of her past
I am that woman who cares for herself and stands high
I am that woman who is a lover but a devilish fighter
I am that lady who leaves youy stuck in a deep wonder
I am that woman who is a friend to many
I am the lady who doesn’t compare to you or her enemies
For I am that I am

Every woman girl and lady can come to a sense
That no other can compare to a lady girl or woman of such class
Because every woman I mean every woman knows
I am that I am

Can you handle me? ^_^

Rin Yamada

Jesus Help

It 127 am in singapore and i cant sleep,even though i took 4 valium,it have been this way for the past one week.I think it the stress of going home.I left home 3 years ago and came to asia and never look back since,but now i am tired as hell,and wanna go back home,counting down the days till 28th feb 2010,where i will catch a flight back to la.no place to stay yet,so it's back to my old dad home.

Is he still mad at me?I dont wanna think too much atm.I went for a pedicure and a massage earlier,but that doesnt help much,well,till the day,right now i dont wanna think no more.

Mommy want me to move to bangkok to stay with her n her new family for good,but i just cant,not after what happened.




This song is how i feel at the moment>