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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

A mani n Pedi !

Manicures and pedicures might be great ways to relax and kill some time. I'm quite glad I got my nails done after so long, even though I'm a kind of person who tries to avoid nail polish and nail polish remover if possible. I usually apply one coat of clear nail polish and that's it. How long do these beautiful manicures last on me? "4 DAYS!.....can u atually believe that?!" The whole process of this pampering manicures took me 4 hours and 52 minutes; sitting, waiting, and wishing that it could be done in half an hour. And the white nail polish dries really really slow... I know I'm sort of complaining right now but do not get me wrong. I really liked it (for at least 4 days of course)and i do feel pretty feminine!


Did you know that French Manicure were very popular in 1920s and 1930s,
and even today it remains the most favored choice at the manicure cabinets in everywhere.

and beside a manicure,i got myself a new bag too!


Friday, March 12, 2010

Last Night I Dreamed of Chickens

Last night I dreamed of chickens,
there were chickens everywhere,
they were standing on my stomach,
they were nesting in my hair,
they were pecking at my pillow,
they were hopping on my head,
they were ruffling up their feathers
as they raced about my bed.

They were on the chairs and tables,
they were on the chandeliers,
they were roosting in the corners,
they were clucking in my ears,
there were chickens, chickens, chickens
for as far as I could see...
when I woke today, I noticed
there were eggs on top of me.

Rin Yamada

Sorry for not updating my blog in a while,i have been busy,busy with what?busy with everything so mudane it brought tears to my eyes.


someting i drew on a piece on a paper when i am fuckin bored

I am coming home.....


Friday, March 5, 2010

I Am In Love

Yep that right!I am in love with strawberry jam!Home make strawberry jam that i made myself!haha,see,i have chronic insomnia like 2 to 3 times a month,and last night was it!

Again,nothing could make me sleep no matter how much i tried,i tossed n turned,finally i have this ideal of eating a strawberry toast,not any store brought one,as there are mostly sugar and not much fruits in it,i think about big juicy strawberry juices bursting in my mouth with every bite!

So i decided to make my own strawberry jam!Have i mention before that i love to cook and bake and create new recipes,esp when i am stressed up?Well,the thing is,cooking relaxes me.cooking and baking is like a form of art from my point of view,the taste,presentation..ect..i love creating!and of cos i cant deny i love the beauty of art!even when it come in a form of food!so here i am in love with my home make strawberry jam,i only made a bottle,and it finish in 3 doses.

Me,i was the first who eat them,then come my lil pumpkin sahyenne,and my cousin..like me,they love it too ;-) so i shall name my strawberry jam,3 doses of happiness,i need to make more so i can gift to the people i love and share my 3 doses of happiness!


look how lovely my strawberries is,i always have strawberries in my fridge,im a berries lover!


cutting,cooking creating art!


there!put it in a nice jar!


and me enjoying it!yum!even tho i was tired n sleepy by then but i still wanna eat it!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I Remember Crying in my Sleep

I remember crying in my sleep.
I remember wiping my eyes
on the care bear blanket my daddy brought me.
The dream that made me unhappy
in my girlhood sleep...

is private.

Rin Yamada


Monday, March 1, 2010

Crazy Day

Yesterday have been kinda crazy for me,which i dont feel comfortabale to talk about just yet,but i had a good talk with one of my friend tho,and i wouldnt mind sharing,This was our topic..


Being independent could actually profits both you and your man at the same time. Men always need his own space when he hangs out with friends, do his hobbies, and etc. Independent women usually have their own activities that could improve their thoughts to be smarter and definitely be more aware for their surroundings even if those activities of us, women, won't fit well with men's ones. (unless they share the same preferences set) It also means both sides has the freedom to do what they like.

I found a few good quotes here.

" Freedom is the will to be responsible to ourselves." - Nietzsche, Twilight of the Idols, 1888

" There are two freedoms - the false, where a man is free to do what he likes; the true, where he is free to do what he ought." - Charles Kingsley

" The individual woman is required a thousand times a day to choose either to accept her appointed role and thereby rescue her good disposition out of the wreckage of her self-respect, or else follow an independent line of behavior and rescue her self-respect out of the wreckage of her good disposition."- Jeannette Rankin

Back to where we started. Independent also means financially independent. It's better and safer to find ways to protect ourselves financially. In another word, we manage what we earn. Today's world, women can achieve the same amount of money as men or even a better position than men. "Think positive. Be positive." I'm trying to tell myself that, especially when there is a sign of stress running though my head. Humans have always needed stress but not too much of it.

And another news,i have had make a major decision due to some changes in my life,i have decided to stay on in asia,and moving on to bangkok thailand,well to do what i have to do.I will definately update these on my blog from time to time,and most of all,i wanna thanks all my dear friends and my bro who always been here for me unconditionly and supported every decision i have made no matter how not rational sometimes it seem!

I love you dear brother!


isnt he's silly!lol

And everybody think my baby Santa is in need of a diet!what do u guys think?? (",)



Haha,im kinda fallen,but i'll be back up in no time!